Symbol

"I have never broken a promise."

What are symbols? Where do they come from? From what depth do they emerge? What are these mute images that don't talk to us but through them true transformations happen? Symbols of our friends, perhaps at teen, or things that remind us of a forgotten, that still don't leave us in our dreams & consistently knocks on our door perhaps for years & years. "it can be delayed infinitely".

It would be impossible now for two "to get along". Impossible. One must die; Eros must die; Thanatos must overcome for the symbol to speak. No, rather for us to become the symbol. Till the next stage where Eros is powerful enough again & the other must pay the balance.And here we are again, usually in the middle, bewildered & helpless between these powers that make us feel joy, madness or power.

I weep, and weep. I come to understanding that it is the obscenity I live, the beastliness of the life I live on. I am weeping on my own misery. Could I live as beautifull as sun and as clean as the blue sky? I am kept here within myself at the moment.